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I just got felt up by some enormous drunk guy on the bus and I am so fucking angry. I'm angry that there's only one world for me to live in and it's the one where I am denied the right to decide who touches me and when. I am angry that even though I am both taller and stronger than most women I am still not big enough or strong enough to enforce my own protection. I am angry that even though I am sober and he was drunk people will still doubt my story. I am angry that because he didn't injure me and because he 'didn't mean it that way' I'm overreacting and 'nothing happened'.

Fuck this.